I would just like to announce..
that we have moved.
reposition your screens to...
www.rockness.blogspot.com
we will be having mucho fun there!!
WOOH

you can ignore me
but not forever

WAAAAHHH
my fingers hurt
my wrist is twisted
me back aches
and don't even think about touching my guitar.

raarrr
im so strange.

wellity wellity wellity
i can't decide whether i should switch to blogger or stay here?
do you think they will delete me post if i write about blogspot here?
hmmm
i wonder.
because the advert can actually be covered up on blogger
and now they have a comments system too!
and i guess i dont really need the calendar.
life has been... amusing for me.
ok that was a lie
life has been less than amusing.
i have been listening to laods of new music though, on the plus side.
my only wish right now is for my parents to leave me alone.
i am me and it's my life and my choices.
not many people notice that surprisingly, not just my parents, and they seem to think that i am joined at the hip.. well not exactly. they seem to think i am a puppet, easily controlled.
but you see, i have come alive and i can see, my dears, yes, i can see.

oh where has my bloggyness gone?
my blogspot blog was so much more.. friendly.
now here i just talk about really scary and sad things.
maybe i should switch.
i know, i'll put my sad thoughts here and happiness there.
thats hardly fair but i dont really care.

those damn americans
get summer NOW
and i still have half a semester left.
*sigh*
my wishes:
the weekend was here and i wouldnt have to go through friday (not very likely)
my parents would just leave me alone (even less likely)
my exam results would just come (likelyish)
my website would work!! (likely)
i would have time to actually DO my website (unlikely)

ahh.
and i've still got my science project to finish. gerreat.

.. blog.
See, i havent blogged in ages even though i made that silly pledge.
well i;m starting today.
i'll tell you why i havent been blogging.
theres nothing to blog about!!
because even though my life has been hectic, they are all things that i can't tell people.. or things i can only tell certain people.
ack.
well actually most of it i cant tell anyone!!!! its not fair!!! if i can't tell anyone then why did you tell me?!!!!
anyway
i thought i'd fill you in on my daily life that everybody knows about anyway.
we had a mini enterpreise meeting at lunchtime. and it was ok i guess
i think helen is a good managing director.
and now i'm listening to dashboard confessional... i had a dream about them.. i fell in love with one of them... mmmmm
anyway
what else happened today? i forgot my d.t. folder but mr presland didnt really notice anyway
waaah 3 dc songs in a row.
no offence but that monotonous voice is really bugging me now.
siwtchfoot, i have discovered, have an excellent voice.
this is why i want to be a man in a band.
COOLIO!!!
and what else what else.
we did our d of e presentation today.. twas hilarious!
and then i came home and ate. i am on a new diet.
it's called the drink loads of water and dont eat any snacks until you get home diet. ahh.

(written while listening to hero by chad kroeger)

give me something to think about
something to talk about
something i can say to you
something to pass away the silence
because you know, i know your secret
and i want you to know
and i want you to tell everybody else
and i want you know that the world hasnt ended
it can all be mended
the hero is emerging
and i wrote this for you
a hero could save us
look what she gave us
theres hope yet
watching us
dream along
watch me occupy myself with everything else there is
everything else you can forgive
nothing left

ACK! WHO AM I EVEN WRITING THIS TO?

please please please
i don't want to know
and this entry isnt directed at just one person
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
please don't tell me any more
or keep it so secret that i don't find out by accident
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
got that?
(well actually, i do, secretly...)

oh wait, it IS wednesday
im so dumb.

01. lipstick - red
02. dust - dip (but only because hok said dipstick)
03. scissors - sisters
04. balls - ick. dont make me go there. sorry. pervy mind.
05. sponge - balls
06. bottom - bum
07. doodle - bot
08. bottle - top
09. cheese - cake
10. queen - mayfair .. dunno why.

aha. i have a rather curious mind...
WHOOOO
yes i am afraid i have not been blogging much, my oh so loyal non existent readers..
HEEE
frmo now on i shall endeavour to blog almost everyday
BEAT THAT
nah.. better not say that...
mwahahahaha
OWZZZY

wednesday mind hump!

01. You are a character from a children fairy tale or nursery rhyme. Who are you and why?

well i would have to be.. oh i dunno.. someone with intelligible wit, dazzling beauty and unforgettable humour.. lol! well actually i think i would be dopey from snow white.. and i think many would agree on that one! is there a dwarf called hungry? DAMNIT AKSHALA I AM HUNGRY NOT A SCAVENGER.

02. You are a magic potion. What is your main ingredient(s) and what are you used for?

i am used to hyper and brighten up everyones lives. ingredients: hammers, pies, laughter, door, quaver, statue and MOST CERTAINLY NOT NOSTRIL

03. Tell us your favorite joke. It can be naughty but clean up the language, puhleeze.

oh god i don't know any jokes! not ay funny ones at least :d well heres one anyway
its the dumbest one.
a man walks into a bar. the barman notices that half his head is an orange but feels it would be rude to inquire.
after a while he just cant resist.
"i dont mean to offend, but why is half your head an orange?"
"no offence taken! you see i stumbled upon a genie in a lamp. and he said i could have three wishes."
"so what was your first wish?"
"that i could have any woman i wanted"
"good wish, next one?"
"to have a wallet that never ran out of money"
"wow. great choice. and you third?"
the man chuckled.
"oh, that was for half my head to be an orange"

i told you it was stupid.

04. Imagine you're in the Old West. What town character would you be and what would your colorful nickname be? Example: School Marm - Old Widow Maples

i dont get this question.

05. You are a mythological deity/god. What are you the god of? What offering(s) would worshippers lay at your feet? If one displeased you how would you smite them?

i am.. the god of all hyperness and underground rock.. and the word underground.
they must bring me good new music. and pies. and my almighty weapon is the hammer.
and nobody can exceed my hyperness.
and if they do
i shall hit them with a hammer
or just make them stay in the same room as NOSTRIL for a whole hour.
HA see whos hyper now, eh?

NOW EVERYBODY READ THIS BIT
now that you have read my answers you could post your own version on my comments!
wooh.
especially you amy.
well i know you will anyway
because this is also your blog.
hee.
rent for free.

i feel so very empty
so very tired and so very empty
so very bored and so very tired and so very empty
i am so very bored of life itself
i am tired of all these masks and superficialities
and i have no purpoes in life but for the website and the music
that is all i live for, really
wat is my life?
boredom
meaningless exams
leading nowhere
so very empty.